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Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Did you just call me superficial? No I just called your fling superficial!

Bridgette thought she had Adam by the balls....maybe not...

what would you choose?

You know the book is good when you realize you've been reading for hours when you only wanted to read for minutes.

Shoes - a girl can never have too many!

My latest purchase!

My shoe addiction is in full swing....

God what I wouldn't do for a pair of these awesome heels.....

Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Daughter - Landfill

A reading list that will never finish...


painting with words

An author is an artist that has learned to paint with words.

Monday, 29 October 2012

Emotionally Hungry!

Possible exert for Ally in Disguise!

I am an emotionally hungry and deeply complex person on a quest to fulfil a need! My friends can't because this place needs to be filled by a man both romantically and mentally. I crave someone that will make me feel safe, happy and complete, or do I really want unexpected and crazy?  I think I want someone who inspires me to achieve greatness or at least happiness and fulfilment. Someone that makes me question, think and dream. And someone who has their own life and wont rely on me to fill up his time with meaningless chatter. I want someone who wants to hang out  but also has more going on. Someone that makes me want to learn new things and be interested in everything. But all I seem to be getting is fakes and weirdo's (and not in a good way) People that pretend to be cool, with equal parts weirdo-ness and sexiness, combined with edgyness and are totally interesting.
The only problem is they arn't nice people, well not the ones I've met, they are still interesting, funny and cool but they lack the potential to be anything but that, because in a word they are assholes!Maybe they are just too into themselves.

I actually was seeing this guy. Well okay, if we break it down I wasn't actually seeing him - we where friends with benefits. (Hold the friends) Lets just say 'people with benefits.' Because lets face it looking back on it, he wasn't much of a friend. In the beginning maybe but definately not now. And not sure if he deliberatly tries to be mean or heartless but thats how it comes across.
Anyway it has never been serious but kind of cool, like in the movies when your just two people comming together to hang out and be friends that have sex but no-one gets attached and everything is just fun and nice except at one point right at the beginning when he was nice and happy and wanted to find out what made me tick and be all 'I'm really cool, and who wouldn't like me' and I did like him, probably more than just friends, totally against my better judgement but you just can't stop it. But (luckily) he shot that down, and we stopped seeing each other. I was a bit devestated if you can be just a bit devestated, and tried to tell myself that I knew this would happen.

About six months later we ended up in bed together - well  because I texted him to say hi and he invited me to his party at his house which just so happened to be on that night. We saw each other for a while about once a month, and I was cautious not to treat it as anything but what it was SEX.

He stopped it again because he started seeing someone. And although I was shocked it didn't feel like last time - I wasn't infatuated anymore.
Two months later it was back on for five months, and this time around was like the first five months, but less about being nice - more sex...... except for two awesome nights when he was just like he used to be happy, weird, funny, cute and charming. And very inviting. I probably liked him more than he deserved because of those fleeting moments when I thought he was that cool guy again, but lets face it he isn't really my friend just someone who fucks me when he gets the chance, has the time or is feeling bored, and someone that shares fleeting parts of themselves to entice and confuse and disturb me for weeks after. But that's what I signed up for right? , but I still expect respect, I am a person who is interesting, smart and cute. Wouldn't any guy be lucky to have me around? Not according to this guy, who just happened to find someone else between the last 2am booty call (CALL) (asking to come and pick me up (I said no. I have some dignity)) and the following weekend.

Okay I know it's possible anything can happen in a week - but to tell me when I try and plan a cool night together that he is seeing someone  else and he can't see me...is just fucked up.... and then said to a friend that I kept texting him and hassling to hang out..um maybe because I care about him and couldn't comprehend the lack of caring on his part or how mental he had made me feel. And to set it straight I was drunk when I found out and you know what that can do too a girl especially because there was no indication that he would blurt out this information.
Yes I am a fool..... someone who apparently annoys and hassles people who are obviously not interested in me. How come it keeps happening then? Am I just that pathetic I keep getting sucked into sleeping with this guy who is so obviously using me for sex. He doesn't care about me - not one little bit. And he proved that - time and time again. I'm just too dumb to have taken the hint....
Because its not possible for girls to spend more than a one night stand with a guy without forming some sort of attachment albeit a disturbed and warped one.....

Girl he's just not that into you!!!!!!

Okay, whats the next step.....

Firstly I need to stop going out and partying and staying in and partying and focus on my writing, researching and promo for Gold Digger.
Secondly, I need to finish typing up Ally in Disguise so I can keep writing, which I love.
Thirdly, I need to read, read read. The more I read the better AUTHOR I will become.
And lastly, I need to focus on what makes me happy - like surrounding myself with people that love me, who are encouraging and positive, and actually care about me. Not fake fucked up people who suck the life out of me slowely with bad intentions and evil thoughts.........

Youth - Daughter

Totally  cool, and in the mood I'm in, it's really making me love it!!!

awkward moments

That awkward moment when a sad song comes on the radio and you stare out of the car door window like your in a sad movie ...

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A Note from Danielle for October ‘12 « Danielle Steel

Check out this link to Danielle Steels website.

My top five best Writing moments this year!

1. Getting an offer on my book Gold Digger

2. Getting my own author website

3. Signing my contract

4. Filling out my press package

5. The anticipation I feel to see the cover of my very own book......

Saturday, 27 October 2012

Ernest Hemmingway

if you like reading......

Just a little reading nook I came across.....

Friday, 26 October 2012

Books rule!

Books are awesome and that is all....


Wonderful places to read.

I often see pictures of rooms that I would love to have in my house or my dream house...and this one is no exception. I swear if it was up to me I would have a heap of little reading rooms and nooks dotted over an entire home so I could choose where I wanted to read that day....

I love shoes...

Yes I am totally and utterly addicted to shoes, but not just any shoes..high heels!

What's cool?


What do you do thats cool? Are you into anything that makes you smile, happy, content...reading makes me feel like that!

Don't get your hopes up!

Bea needs a miracle.... 

Dillon - Thirteen Thirtyfive

When Writing A Book "Master Your Mindset" How To Write A Book Fast YouTu...

Tips on writing a book are always welcome - ;-)

Where your behaviour will get you!

Thursday, 25 October 2012

Wednesday, 24 October 2012

Where's all the writing.....

I know, I know I haven't been writing alot of interesting stuff lately and I would like to explain myself.....

Firstly I have been typing up my fourth book Ally in Disguise and it is taking such a long time to get through all the scribbly edits its crazy.... plus the promo for my latest book Gold Digger is in full swing and I have been dedicating my rapidly deminishing time to this, hence nothing worthy of too many blog views...Don't get it twisted I'm still posting quality pictures, you tube uploads and various pointless but equally interesting rambles about anything I can think of and let me tell you my mind is constantly thinking..... anyway I will make a tentative promise to provide you my readers with something totally fabulous asap...

Peace OUT!!!!

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Where Hot! Do you feel hot? Where sluts, where dirty, dirty sluts!

Some girls in front of a camera emulate any emotion, look or type without even thinking about it....and then you get millions of photo's plastered all over the net with attempted pouts, sexy innuendo's and looks that can look more like a puffer fish that needs to poo.
Understandably we are all not models with training but getting to know your own facial movements and looks in the mirror is probably the way to go if you want to look half decent in all the pics we seem to appear in....

Monday, 22 October 2012

it ain't never going to change!

Some people are just set in their ways and think that their way is the right way. Change is good, admitting when your wrong or that someone elses opinion is valid is healthy, and if people don't accept change, then they will get left behind. Change or difference can be really fun. Also allowing yourself to be open to change can only be a good thing, it's so fun experiencing new things, meeting new people and just being normal!

I went through a brief and ill advised bout of self-righteousness!

My mouth and brain can get me in trouble if I'm not careful. Sometimes I forget myself and can say things it's ok to think in my head but not okay to say aloud. Those moments you should have just kept your mouth shut. But instead your self righteousness overtakes and you blurt out stupid shit!

Neon Hitch - Fuck U Betta [Official Lyric Video]

Yeah, I'm a fricken genius!

Well compared to the losers that call women 'bored housewives' and imply that they're somehow a special breed of stupid that buys into 'ridiculous things' because they are well 'bored housewives!' As if the rest of society is completely free of influence from the many ridiculous things that inhabit and force themselves into our lives via the media.
They 'these bored housewives' apparently sit at home drifting around drinking cups of tea, vacuuming the crumbs and talking shit with other 'bored housewife' friends. They are discussing what's for dinner, what there children are doing, and what dress they picked up at the shops. After 12pm they must turn to wine and discuss more risque things concerning vaginal bleaching, bikini lines, and other personal beauty routines that help them maintain the interest of their husbands, because that's all their capable of.
Surely it was them (men) who started all this nonsense. Wanting hairless vagina's that are the right color (according to what? Magazines creating propaganda that your man will surely like you plucked and primped to within an inch of its life and if you don't there are plenty of women out their willing to take your place) Women have been branded stupid and superficial when in fact women at home are shaping the lives of the children that will one day run our countries and cities, they do deserve some credit. Women at home can do great things and not all of them are focused on ultimately pleasing their men in the bedroom, surely we are capable of much more that focusing on what we look like. Doing interesting and inspiring things that we should all be proud of. Women do in fact have non stupid things in their heads!

That's really dangerous Russell!

I went hot air ballooning on Saturday morning ~ if you read my blog regularly you may have noticed my photo's - if not feel free to scroll down and check it out.
Anyway after a lovely but scary ride (I'm afraid of heights) we began to descend and old mate balloon driver/gas dispenser dude (he didn't really have a steering wheel or stick it's just up and down via the more gas or no gas options) anyway lets just call him Russell decided to inform me on landing we had to brace ourselves against the basket and hold the straps, and be prepared to roll if that was what happened! Ahhhh WHAT? Finally I'd gotten over actually being up at 7000 Feet in a cane basket and now you just mention we might roll! Totally freak out. Funny how it was only mentioned at the last minute. Luckily we didn't and our landing was perfect.

Sunday, 21 October 2012

Have you finished stiring that drink- or is this some sort of fucking science experiment?

Your having a quiet drink with friends and old mate freaky is stiring his drink around and around sitting at the end of the bar. What is he thinking as he stares into space? I drift off from the conversation with my friends and decide to focus on him. Not ugly but def not cute, no friends, no wedding ring, 40 - 45, looks lost in thought. It interests me when I watch strangers. What's his story? Who is he? Why is he alone? Its funny that you can look at a complete stranger and wonder about them and know you'll never know them and the world will just keep on going......
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Your Book Starts Here - Storyboarding for Writers

If you need help with getting your novel or book on the right track - or just looking for a place to start check this out!

Writing - the best part

The best part about writing- creating a world the way you want.

who do you fall in love with?

Saturday, 20 October 2012

How to stop people smoking Marijuana in the 1920's 1930's!

 Old propaganda posters from the 1920's-1930's about Marijuana -  found in the public feed on Google Plus.

Friday, 19 October 2012

It wont be me....

Elizabeth thinks that her marriage will be a happy one....she is so wrong!

That lost feeling.....

Does anyone else get that lost feeling...like today I woke up and I have paid all my bills, washed up and cleaned the house, and its 9:12am and I am already at a loss as to what to do with myself today..... I should be typing, writing, emailing and blogging (um I am) but for some reason I can't muster the strength to do anything.... I want to go shopping but I have no car today.... I feel a bit sick (its probably boredom or hunger I havent eaten yet) I'm still not over being cast aside by a friend of mine that has chosen not to speak to me for a month and I dont know if I m being a moody lady or I'm just off today.... I dont even know how to string a few sentences together and I'm over being on this computer.....maybe I should watch a movie and have a sleep...its all I can think about doing at this point!!! I'm feeling low today for some reason...moody bloody writers.......

Thursday, 18 October 2012

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Books, movies and TV shows....

Without watching the millions of TV Shows and movies that I have seen over the last 20 years and the hundreds of books I have read, then I dont think I would have been inspired to write.
I love the contemporary romance genre (my genre) although I feel it is a bit of a misunderstood area. Being compared too Romance itself, which envokes ideas of damsels in distress and old fashioned stories.... not something modern and now. My writing falls into a sub genre called Chic Lit and could even fall into the catogory of Women's Fiction. Although it is still refered too as Contemporary Romance,

Hello World I'm Your Wild Girl!!!

So many emotions, things, feelings, part, ideas, and stories make up who I am.
Some people are simple people - not dumb just easy, living, doing, being who they are.
 Me, I'm complex - I do all those things but so much more. I can't really explain myself, and I can!
That's what this blog is about so many different things, ideas and thoughts ranging from writing to reading, quotes, music, photography, silly stuff and randomness.... It sums me up!

Monday, 15 October 2012

scrambled versions.....

There seems to be an element of that afternoon in everything that's happened to me since. All my thoughts are a scambled version of that first one.....

There's beauty in all my imperfections!

In those moments when you could think "Okay, I hate that about myself." Or "I wish I had bigger boobs, or a cuter face." It's good to remember that there is beauty in my imperfections, including admitting them....

Top five best Danielle Steel books.

Happy Birthday
In this beguiling new novel, Danielle Steel tells the story of three very different people, each of whom, on the same day, reaches a crucial turning point in life—a rite both bittersweet and full of hope, a time to blow out the candles, say goodbye to the past, and make a wish for the future

Hotel Vendome
Danielle Steel’s dazzling new novel invites readers into the ultra-glamorous world of a five-star New York hotel, and brings to vivid life the man who builds it as his dream, the girl who grows up in its loving embrace, and the colorful guests and staff who make its magic complete.

Young, innocent and strikingly beautiful Crystal Wyatt was an outcast, envied and resented by all but her devoted father, with whom she shared a deep love for their remote California ranch.
Friends Forever
Gabby, Billy, Izzie, Andy, and Sean—each bursting with their own personality, strikingly different looks and talents, in sports, science, and the arts. Each drawn by the magical spark of connection that happens to the young. At the exclusive Atwood School, on a bright September day, starting in kindergarten they become an inseparable group known to outsiders as the Big Five. In this rarefied world, five families grow closer, and five children bloom beside one another, unaware of the storms gathering around them.
Five Days in Paris
As president of a major pharmaceutical empire, Peter Haskell has everything. Power, position, a career and a family, which mean everything to him, and for which he has sacrificed a great deal. Compromise has been key in Peter Haskell's life, and integrity is the base on which he lives.
All of these books and many more can be found on Danielle Steels website @ http://daniellesteel.com

Writing Structured Paragraphs

I came across this on youtube and thought I might share - as it could help someone who is interested in writing..... ;-)


its all I ever do.......

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Ernest Hemmingway

Damien Rice~ Cheers Darlin

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Systematically speaking, from a diabolical point of view, I find your fundamental faculties insufficiently sophisticated to coincide with my philosophies.

I'm no cactus expert but I no a prick when I see 1!

Look, if we get caught, just act like we don't speak English. OK? ;)

How to say I dont speak English in lots of languages...

  • Albanian: nuk e flas shqipen
  • Arabic: Ana laa atakallam al arabiyah
  • Afrikaans: Ek praat nie Afrikaans nie
  • Armenian: Yes chem khosum Hayeren (I don't speak Armenian)
  • Bengali: Aami Bangla boltey pari naa. ( আমি বাংলা বলতে পারি না )
  • Bislama: Mi no harem save Bislama
  • Bosnian: Ne govorim bosanski.
  • Bulgarian: Ne govorya na bulgarski [ne go`vorja na `bul,garski]
  • Catalan: No parlo català
  • Czech: Nemluvím česky
  • Chaldean: Lek mehhken Soureth
  • Chinese (Cantonese): Ngo (a throaty sound) m sik gwongdong hua
  • Chinese (Mandarin): Wo bu hui shuo zhongwen (我不講中文, Wo bu jiang zhongwen)
  • Creole: Mi coze pas kreol
  • Creole(haitian): Mwen pa pale Kreyòl
  • Croatian: "Ne pričam hrvatski" or "Ne znam hrvatski"
  • Danish: Jeg taler ikke dansk
  • Dutch: Ik spreek geen Nederlands
  • Egyptian, Ancient: "Na djedya kemet aramsya" OR "Na djedya aramna kemetyu" OR "Na djedya aram ni kemet"
  • English: I do not/ don't speak English
  • Esperanto: Mi ne parolas Esperanton.
  • Estonian: Ma ei räägi eesti keelt.
  • Farsi: Man Farsi Harf nemi-zanam-(من فارسی حرف نميزنم)
  • Finnish: En puhu suomea
  • French: Je ne parle pas français (juh nuh pahr'l pah frohn-say)
  • Gaelic: Chan eil gàidhlig agam
  • German: Ich spreche kein Deutsch or Ich kann kein Deutsch sprechen ( "eu" is pronounced "oi" ; "ei" is pronounced "ai" )
  • Greek: den milao elinika (δεν μιλαω ελληνικα)
  • Gujarati: Hoo Gujarati Nuthee Bolto (if you are a boy) or Hoo Gujarati nathee bolti (if you are a girl)or hume Gujaratii nathee bolta (if you are a group of 2 or more people)
  • Hebrew: Ani lo medaber ivrit (male), Ani lo medaberet ivrit (for female) (אני לא מדבר/מדברת עברית)
  • Hindi: Mein hindi nahee bolta (if you are a boy) or Mein hindi nahee bolti (if you are a girl)or Ham hindi nahee boltay (if you are a group of 2 or more people)
  • Hungarian: Nem beszélek magyarul
  • Indonesian: Saya tidak bisa berbahasa indonesia
  • Ilocano: Haan ko ammo agsao ti Ilocano
  • Irish: Níl aon gaeilge agam (neel aeyn gay'l-gah ag-um)
  • Icelandic: Ég tala ekki íslensku. (yeh talakeh eeslenshkuh)
  • Italian: Non parlo italiano
  • Japanese: Watashi wa nihongo ga hanasemasen (私は日本語が話せません) (Wah-tah-shee wah nee-hohn-goh ga hah-nah-see-mah-sehn)
  • Kannada: Nanage kannada mathadakke baralla (pronounced ba-ra-lla)
  • Konkani: Makka konkani kalna
  • Korean: Juh han-gook mal mot hae yo
  • Kurdish: Mn Kurdi nazanem
  • Krio: Ah no sabi dis language (pronounced sah-bee)
  • Lithuanian: Aš nekalbu lietuviškai (pronounced ash neckalbu lietuvishkai)
  • Malay: Saya tidak boleh cakap bahasa Melayu (pronounced "Sar-year Tee-duck Bow-Lay Char-cup Baha-Sir Mer-Lie-You" which means I cannot speak Malay).
  • Marathi: I don't speak marathi - "Mee marathi bolat nahi"
  • Malayalam: I don't speak malayalam - "Enniku malayalam samsarikan ariyilla"
  • Nepali: Malai nepali bolna aundaina OR Ma nepali boldina OR Ma nepali bolna sakdina
  • Norwegian: Jeg snakker ikke norsk
  • Nunatsiavummiutut (Labrador Inuit): Inuttut paasinngilara
  • Ojibwe (southwest): Gawiin indojibwemosiin
  • Patwari: mein patwaari nahin boldi (girl) Mein Patwaari nahin bolda (boy)
  • Papiamento: Ami no ta papia e idioma aki (pronounced: Ah-mee no tah pah-pee-yah eh ee-dee-o-mah ah-kee)
  • Polish: Nie mówię po polsku
  • Portuguese: Eu não falo português (eh-Oh NAH-oh FAH-lo porr-TUH-gays)
  • Punjabi: Main punjabi nahii boldaa (if you are a boy) orMain punjabi nahhi boldii (if you are a girl)
  • Romanian: Nu vorbesc romana.
  • Russian: Ya ne govoryu po ruski (Я не говорю по-русски)
  • Russian: Ya ne vladeyu ruskim (Я не владею русским - it means I don't speak Russian fluently).
  • Sepedi: ke maswabi, nna bala English fela (formal sorry I only speak English. English may be replaced by your own language)
  • Setswana: Ga ke itse go bua Setswana
  • Serbian: Ne govorim srpski (I don't speak Serbian)
  • Sinhalese: Mama me bhaashaawa katha karanne nea
  • Slovak: Nehovorím po slovensky
  • Spanish: No hablo español (Pronounce: no AH-blo es-pahn-YOLE)
  • Swedish: Jag talar inte svenska ("Jag" is pronounced "yaw")
  • Tagalog: Hindi ako marunong mag-Tagalog(I don't know how to speak Tagalog.)
  • Tamil: Yenaku Tamil Pessa Theriyathu
  • Telugu: Nenu Telugu Maatladalenu (Maat-la-da-lenu)(I cannot speak Telugu) or Nenu Telugu Maatladanu (Maat-la-da-nu)(I do not speak Telugu)
  • Thai: Pom my poot pasa Thai Krap (Masc.). Chan my poot pasa Thai Ka (Fem.)you can also say "poot pasa thai mai dai ka (Female), poot pasa thai mai dai krap (Male)" - these are more common
  • Turkish: Türkçe konuşamıyorum
  • Ukrainian: Vybachte, ya ne govoryu ukrayinskoyu
  • Urdu: مینے اردو نہں بلتہ/بلتیMein urdu nahin bolta/bolti. (Bolta is for male, bolti for female.) Pronunciation: meh urdu nahee bolta/bolti.
  • Vietnamese: Toi khong noi tieng Viet (Tôi không nói tiếng Việt)
  • Romanian: Nu vorbesc româna
  • Welsh: Dydw i ddim yn siarad Cymraeg
  • Latvian: Es nerunaju Latviski (S ne-ru-na-you Lat-vis-ki) - The S at the beginning is pronounced as the E and S of ESTIMATE. And it's not Lat-whiski, it's Lat-viski - no h, no w, a strong V
  • Krio:- Ah no sabi dis language- (pronounced- ah-noh sah-bee diss lang-uw-aje)
  • Friday, 12 October 2012

    Thursday, 11 October 2012

    thinking instead of sleeping

    hates when you want to sleep and your body's like , no way man, I wanna agonize about everything that happened in the last ten years...

    Wednesday, 10 October 2012

    Jane Austen

    I can listen no longer in silence. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. I have loved none but you.

    Jane Austen, Persuasion
    I covet the lives of the characters in my books! Worlds where the bad guy always loses, the heroine always finds the perfect guy, and life is never boring!

    I'm sorry I got in your face before dude!

    But sometimes it has to be done.
    People can make you do things and act certain ways due to their own behaviour. Like I wouldn't intentionally hassle someone and display stalker like behaviour i.e via texting, even though said person until two weeks ago would reply to messages and for some random reason can't even say thanks to a congratulations message on facebook.
    A message to their phone to say hi was left unanswered, then three days later again. Then again and again. All texts where for different and equally important reasons but no response. At first I was like ok, they might be busy and probably get back to me eventually. (This person has a known history of not replying to all messages so I wasn't concerned) Then I started to think I might have done something to annoy said person, but thought - no I haven't. So I texted again and like I said, no message was ever intended to hassle or provoke anger or hostility. I thought okay there busy doing their thing. (It was over a 2 week period.) But by the end of it I was starting to get annoyed.
    You might ask why I kept reaching out (they are my friend..well I considered them a friend) so your thinking as I did, they are busy, it's a busy world, people have no time, blah blah blah. That's bullshit. Really to hit reply and say hi back is seconds of time. Seriously...

    So anyway after my initial attemps (5) to get said person to respond to hello's and an invitation to hang out I was hurt, pissed off, bewildered and sad. I'm a fantastic person, why would anyone want to ignore me? So I sent back;

    "I don't want a kidney just a hello."

      I didn't get a reply to that either. I waited half a week and tried one last time. I had convinced myself that this narsasistic behaviour by them (me) was normal and texted (the new conversation - talking is apparently not done by many anymore) and threatened in a nice polite way of course that if I didn't hear back from them regarding all the messages I had invaded there phone with, that I would turn up at their house, without an invitation and demand an explanation unless they replyed and told me not too. Kind of mean on my part and a bit pushy but like I said at the beginning of this post ~others behaviour can force you to act in a way that might be construed as stalking or something but I'd like to point out I am not a Stalker just a friend who wondered why my friend had just stopped talking to me.
    I felt like they where being unecessarily mean spirited because as I said, I'm a great person and the thought of someone not wanting to see me, let alone respond to a few messages seems unfathomable, which I basicly wrote in the last message telling them I wouldn't go to thier house. With a take care tacked on the end. Because I realised that if they couldn't even reply they didn't deserve to see me and also I was feeling like a fool.

     If someone wants to talk to you or see you they will. And I mean I'm not a total twat who hangs around just incase two months down the track they come out of whatever haze they fell into and want to see me... or am I. Am I just too nice? I'm a busy women with lots of things going on in my life like writing and having a book published. I have heaps of friends. And then the reply comes! "Hi been really busy, can't be interupted, making things happen..." And I was like ummmmm....FUCK...... So what, I'll ignore that crushing silence!

    lost in a book

    If you haven't heard from me in a few days I'm probably lost in a book...please don't come looking for me I will be fine:)

    I'm definately a talker - sometimes too much maybe......

    I always have so much to say - in real life and in fantasy. I love having conversations about anything and everything, and I love writing, and blogging. But definately not typing.

    Tuesday, 9 October 2012

    Monday, 8 October 2012

    No matter what I do I can't win.

    Bea could do a dance in front of Adam nude, and he wouldn't even notice.....

    Authors I like

    Authors I Like

    Can I kiss you, your lips just looking amazing....

    A women in urgent need of orthodontic work smiled, and handed us our drinks.

    And I don't want to be mean, I actually have a bit of a wisdom tooth situation (they are pushing a few teeth up the front top forward) forcing my hand, but it's not a diformity, just to make it perfectly clear. Anyway so she smiles and being human, my eyes where drawn to her eaten away teeth. Browning in some parts, yellow in others, bits of tooth was missing, and it looked like a disease waiting to happen. I was definately embarassed for her. How she got a job serving in a public place is beyond me!

    Getting published....

    How certain books got past a rigorous selection process and the million other talented unpublished authors is a mystery to me....


    I pointed out to him that VPL stands for visible panty line, but he was, as usual beyond reason.

    Well okay, it's kinda hot sometimes.

    Pretending that when someone does something - that it isn't hot when they get that look in their eyes or smile like that, and it doesn't turn you on, is hard. Just saying........

    Louboutin's Paris
    Location: Chimères, Paris France
    Photographer: Peter Lippmann

    Lady Peep Spikes 150mm

    This is the most beautiful  shot of Paris that I have seen in a long time....... no wonder I am obsessed with the place, and anything French......

    Hamburg buses - a readers dream

    In Hamburg they have bookshelves in the buses, and people can take a book and read while going somewhere.....
    This seems like an awesome idea....

    Sunday, 7 October 2012

    Arnold Lobel

    Books to the ceiling, Books to the sky, My pile of books is a mile high. How I love them! How I need them! I'll have a long beard by the time I read them ~Arnold Lobel

    Gold Digger Novel

    Gold Digger my first soon to be published novel is available for pre order for a limited time only and then will be available for sale on Amazon, and Barnes and Noble website, in various forms inclding e-reader and in bookshops. For purchase details and information regarding this book, please go to my Author Website @

    Cool book idea!

    5 Awesome ways to spend a Sunday....

    2. go to the beach and spend the morning with your toes in the sand.
    3. picnic in the park
    4. Sleeping....
    5. drinks with friends....

    Saturday, 6 October 2012

    I'm really fed up!

    Bea needs Adam to comit, but it isn't going to be easy......


    Thursday, 4 October 2012

    Christian Louboutin

    OMG I think I just died and went  to heaven...these shoes belong to me..... haha maybe in another life.....

    Buy my book....

    I am so excited to be getting a book published - if you would like to order a copy please click the link and head over to my author website and follow the promts....

    Broken Machine...

    My washing machine broke about a month ago....well  it would wash stuff but not spin it at the end unless I turned it off for half an hour and then if I was really lucky it would attempt to spin the clothes but not always. Anyway so I kept at this routine until one night it started emitting smoke and then made a large poping sound and stopped forever. Apparently I blew the power board...
    So anyway I have been washing clothes in the bath. At first it was a novelty now its just fucking hard work. I feel like one of those washer women from the old days except they where lucky enough to have one of those cool machines that rung the clothes out. It had a winding handle and looked easier than ringing big towels that way a tonne by hand. I actually was talking to someone and their like come around and do your washing at my house, and my reply was it's not that bad. I just need one of those machines from the old days to ring the clothes out. And she's like; ummmm dude, just get a new washing machine. LOL  it didn't even cross my mind. Yes I told you I was weird. It was like oh my washing machine is broken how else can I do this? I know, your like BUY A NEW ONE. And I should but I tend to spend my money on beautiful things and I didnt really expect that it would break...I know fail to plan, plan to fail - but I knina like living by the seat of my pants in a way. Wing it if you will....And being the person that I am, I just got on with what needed to be done. Although I have been subjected to RSI (Repetitive strain Ingury) 's to my fore arms, and its alot of work but really its not that bad..
    .I mean seriously a bit of hard work never hurt anyone. Before washing machine days, ladies got on all right, and I have noticed my arms and shoulders are more defined now. No not big bulging muscles, which I think is gross on a women by the way, but definately more toned and that has to be a good thing. There were no gyms in the old days, women used the housework as a way of staying fit and I kind of like going old school......

    Tuesday, 2 October 2012



    no internet my worst nightmare!

    I am writing to you from bloggerdroid on my phone. I am Deeply saddened that my internet stick thingy got mauled today in an incident that I do not wish to relive. However I will say I am extemely distressed by this and will probably find it hard to sleep tonight knowing that my internet is inaccessable if I was to say wake up in the middle of the night and crave google+ or some other social media and not be able to access said social media. Vodafone had better be kind to me and give me a new one immediately.... when i venture into a store at 9am tomorrow morning. I dread to think that I will have to wait a period of time for said stick to be delivered to me from some factory in china.
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    This is so disrespectful!

    Finding out from my best friend that  my husband is fucking someone else is just not right!

    Author Unknown!

    Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book.

      ~Author Unknown
    I stayed up all night typing and wishing I didn't drink coffee at 12:20pm and wondering where the sun went... then it dawned on me!!

    Marina and the Diamonds - Primadonna Girl

    I love this song so much at the moment...its like the theme song to my life.....

    Amazing Japanese Precision

    Monday, 1 October 2012

    Newsflash asshole, no one likes to be used!

    Is Bridgette getting a dose of her own medicine?


    Typing - the bain of my existance.

    I'm typing up Ally in Disguise tonight until the wee hours if I can manage it. I have about 65 pages of typing to do with edits, so um like 100 hours of typing.
    Its not like you can just type it straight out, their is alot of stopping and starting and lets face it, it's a proven fact that you should stop every fifteen minutes stretch and walk around get a drink etc....  So I should have it finished by christmas. I have so many other things to do thats why I write and in this case type all night....
    I'm dreading how I am going to feel in the morning.....

    You know your addicted when,,,,,,